I think you're a total phony. I give you unconditional love by taking care of myself. I exercised many times this week. I ate well. I prayed for you to return the love. And you didn't.
In fact, you showed me as having an extra 3lbs on my body as of this morning. After the struggles I endure in order to get some love from you, I thought this was a real kick in the teeth.
You're like a boyfriend that's really bad for me. I want you really badly. When you're good to me, you're really amazing. You dictate my self-worth and happiness. When you're bad to me, you make me feel horrible.
So here we are. I'm not letting you get me down. I'm not going to update my ticker to spite you. I'm going to keep my chin up high and continue to do what I'm doing. I'll come back to you in a couple of weeks. Right now, I just need some distance.
Please don't call me while I'm working through stuff.